Women I Gave My Heart To

They say you haven't really joined the human race until you've had your heart broken. From my experiences, I strongly believe that. Until you understand how it feels to lose someone romantically, I don't think you can understand more than half of the songs in the world. This is by no means an invitation to just go out there and haphazardly toss your heart around. But also don't be afraid to have your heart ripped out. It's part of life and as painful as it is, if you can find a way through it with a smile, you'll be better off than most.

I've got a big heart. I don't mean that I'm this humanitarian or some amazing great person. I'm a normal human with aspirations to do something more with myself. When I say I have a big heart I mean that I have a lot to give away. I've shared it with so many women, sometimes foolishly and without really thinking about it. Behind me lies a trail of discarded heart pieces given with the best intentions but used up just as quickly as I was willing to jump in to play hero.

I've reached a point in my life where I'm kind of in a comfortable spot. I'd like to be in a relationship but I realize that the way my life is running around trying to plan the next big thing, I don't really have the time for it. It's not fair to try to force a relationship into my schedule. But I like a good story and it's always nice to go back and look at fond memories from the past. It also helps you learn from your mistakes. Since I have some time in my current situation, I decided to go back and look back fondly on all the women I gave my heart to.

So I'll begin with some one who I never thought would have been my type. She was completely different than I would have imagined the person I would have ended up with. But I guess on the battlefield anything can happen. I ended up running into her a few times while I was sneaking around trying to stop the world from being destroyed again.

She was a gorgeous girl but I never knew if I could fully trust her. I should have known better when I found out that she had a love for motorcycles. Girls like that are trouble. Always in love with danger. When I met her, she was seeing this other guy who was totally wrong for her. The guy had this thing where he liked to hurt the girl he was seeing and in my opinion I think he was seeing someone else on the side, a dude. I don't know what she ever saw him but women are attracted to money, power, and ambition, so I'm guessing that was it. Whenever we met up she'd tell me about how she didn't like having to pretend to be someone else when she was with him. I eventually ended up confronting the guy. He didn't like it too much so I ended up having to kick his lightning ass. After that I finished up my objectives, saved her life numerous times in our escape, over came the world, and insurmountable odds only to find out that she was a spy for the Chinese the entire time. She used me to get away from the asshole Colonel and steal whatever she needed to steal, the legacy or whatever it was called.

It looks bad but hey whatever. Without her I would have never been able to over come so much and do what I did. Plus I got a promotion out of it. Thanks for the memories, Eva.

Love,
David